Breakups aren’t easy.

Practice introspection and empathy. Personally I have gone from feeling like a victim with a bitch <(old me) ex to an emotionally intelligent person with a deeply flawed ex, and I am/was deeply flawed too.

Therapy helps a lot.

Soundest of advice

Activism(´･ω･`)

It would be good to be back in work asap, having a gap in employment been very detrimental for my employability. Getting far few interviews than before for lower level jobs.

So I need a gap filler. I have sent an email back to Hr asking for confirmation, my hope is that they are reasonable and legally savvy enough to give me an actual trail. I am however worried that with that confrontation they may choice to drop the offer.

But beyond that, their pension scheme, clocking in and even promotions (pay increases) seem to sign that they are a company that want to pay as little as possible.

I did a trial at my last job, took an hour where they had me soldering an old busted PCB and filling paperwork for employment, proof of address, banking details etc etc, which I was happy to do. And this current place that demands physical labour for the role, I’m slim built and assumed they’d see if I could lift and move stock, or use a till, communicate with customers, all this can be condensed down to an hour really and I would happily do that. Free labour though, the company smells rotten.

My mistake, trial shift.

Adverts are poison for the mind.

Capitalism