keepcarrot [she/her]

I’m old enough to remember when using computers daily went from a dorky interest to something the cool kids were doing (MySpace etc). Obviously, how the two groups approached computers was quite different. Even how they approached social spaces on the internet.

Idk, haven’t thought about it much but I remember being pretty depleted about being interested back then. The things I was learning with basic coding and stuff could now be done in a couple of clicks, the resources were now more scarce, and the space became filled with money-people interested in promoting their brand

Only really just started to notice I’m doing it constantly. Not much luck or strategy so far

I dissociate and fawn pretty much constantly in most social situations. I do not feel in control. What most people know me as is a bunch of trauma responses. I feel like I’m watching myself have conversations and making “decisions” from another room.

It took me a long time to admit this to myself.

Thanks, Hannah arendt

I’d say I was around that age. Maybe earlier, 10? But only because my dad was into linux. This was back in 1998 to 2000 though. I wasn’t actually allowed access to a computer’s hardware (and therefore the ability to install an OS, given my extremely restricted access) until I started uni with an old computer that didn’t even have onboard sound.

I’d watch this, but only because sometimes I need to watch bad movies

It took me a while to figure out what movie you were talking about. But it’s “dragons invade the modern world, with Christian Bale!” (I can’t remember the name)

My local has a list of state subsidised courses that are “in demand”, so presumably they have a high chance of a job and passable pay.

Commercial drone flying has been on that before. The most common ones seem to be carpentry, residential construction, and aged care for my area.

(obviously, check your local to see if a particular course has some sort of “workers needed now!” sign)

Carpentry. Civil drafting. Commercial drone flying.

My first thought, having lived in an area with trees but inadequate funding for clearing leaves, is that every sidewall just gets buried and slick with wet leaves.

Idk what the labour costs are for these things.

mostly due to some unaddressed mental health issues.

I expect all the stories to be this. Why am I in this thread??

I went to work today. It was not very good.

Not ontologically so. People are made evil by latching themselves onto systems that unperson others. That’s not to say they’re ever entitled to receive the respect of those they’ve victimised, or that anyone should shed any tears over their stock portfolio cratering

She became corvid-19 to exact her wrath

Engels On Authority

That being said, private property is also authoritarian and requires a wall of guys with guns between piles of food and shelter and starving people looking for housing.

Fuck Australian Standard for structural fasteners pdf

NewPipe lets you listen to youtube videos without the screen on (and also download them or just the audio).

Probably the main thing I use