Ananääs

Ooft, twice I’ve had my good frying pan ruined by a friend while staying at my flat for cat-sitting. I was about to write that if I’d have someone stay over now while I was away I’d hide all the good pans and utensils, but tbh I wouldn’t let anyone stay in the flat anymore without us around.

A fairly good day today, shame that the weather was cold and windy and grey though. We went cycling with the SO, rode through a forest where there are nice sand/gravel roads just perfect for riding. Stopped at a lean-to shelter for a coffee. I’m glad we have these areas nearby, it’s the best to brew a good cup of coffee in the nature! Also that particular area is my favorite place to go for a couple-hour ride.

After coming back we cooked a nice dinner and watched a movie. Feeling a little bit sad that our mini-holiday is now over.

Started by playing Minecraft, might go for a motorcycle ride next.

May day celebrations here so we went to see some friends in a park. Kinda nice, kinda cold weather. Good to leave home though and spend time outside.

I feel like the worst wave of burnout is over for now and soon I’ll have to start scraping things together. Having experienced this episode for 3rd time within a year I feel that i finally need to face the fact that I can’t go on like this and need to start taking my limitations seriously. I went to an autism support group for the first time this week and it was a great experience! Will definitely go again.

The whole week has been quite rough, basically my work gigs were cancelled and all my work-related plans went down the drain after government decided to remove some tax benefits. The whole industry I work at is f*cked right now because of that and even if they decide to cancel the plan the season seems super grim for shops. But I’ve wanted to change direction for some time now so I guess this is when it happens. Many big things going on at the same time, but positive side is I’ll have time for my own projects, and all this being a pretty clear “sign” that it’s time to start making changes.

Constant loop. Usually a song I like and then it gets ruined by the repetition. Thanks brain.

Haven’t heard about them being heat sensitive more than any other pill, but eg. Elvanse capsules start to dissolve if they come in touch with moisture causing them to become fragile, so I’d put a bit of cotton or paper if I were to stash those.

I have Earpeace plugs and the container is hanging from my keyring, the lower compartment holds pills nicely.