I’m autistic, so talking to nurotypicals lol
Disagreeing with my wife when she’s about to do some dumb shit
Too feminine: weak, controllable
Not feminine at all: ugly troll, clearly failed at being feminine and this is just cope
If you managed to be both, why not maintain a balance
Never found the right balance. 🤷 I said “fuck it” anyway, because there’s a few reasons being less feminine is more comfortable for me. I like lifting weights but hate a sweaty scalp, so bye bye hair. I like the fit of men’s shirts more. And I realized that there’s a lot clothes and accessories that I find pretty to look at, but I don’t really get anything from wearing them.
It sucks because customers and family both make rude comments, but at least my clothes are comfy.
Quitting nicotine. I wanted to quit so that I could get in shape without almost dying, but after two months of rigorous exercise and healthy eating I just feel depressed, incredibly bored (the dopamine from exercise was nice at first but doesn’t really help now) and I’m now 10 lbs heavier than I was to begin with.
Shit dude. I’m having a smoke right now
